Saturday, December 30, 2006
most of us would agree i supposed, in a twinkle of an eye, 2006`s gonna pass by very very soon. some had an easy year, some had a tough one and some had a fruitful one. mine? i would grade it as a happening and fruitful one. i admit that out of the 20 years of my entire life, this year, 2006, was something as compared to the previous years. i`d got to know many new people, seen many new things and learnt loads of fresh stuff. the beginning part of the year was already a treacherous journey to walk through and yet, i thanked many kind souls who were there to give me all the crucial support which i required. got to made some real friends and some rotten ones as well. needless to mention those rotten ones do i? real friends are the one who stood by me regardless of my triumphs and slumps, you people should know who you are. greatly appreciated even the most minute kind of advices and help rendered. being stubborn and emotional, i might have hurt these friends along the way, these were immensely regretted. i seek for the understanding. depression was not easy to handle with all the suicidal thoughts and attention-seeking-silly-stunts. wasted loads of my tears then. but beening through all the harder times, i`d more or less matured in some sense, some might not agree, but i`ve got something to say. you people are`nt me so you won`t know what transitions i underwent. that`s all i`m saying to defend myself. no offence and hard feelings here. =) 2006 seems to pass by very very rapidly. perhaps too much things had happened within a short time frame to cause this illusion. and yes, i think people learn from things they went though best, if not, better. no difference for me over this. i`d seen much more and discovered certain meanings in life. i`d also seen things and people in both bright and dark sides. i will remember all that. they`re treasured lessons learnt. i won`t discard those. and i`d never thought i could manage my time better this time, juggling with a few jobs and socialising. work was challenging, but i`ll always remember never to bow down to challenges. and i cherish what i have with me now. i might have made many regretful decisions this year but i`ll try not to allow a repetition of history in future, or rather i`ll cut down since some things can never be avoided. i must be wiser and calmer in making decisions from now on. =) and yes, my study plans must still continue! "GO GO JIAYOU!"
really many thanks to all who pulled me up along the way when i fell and to the ones who gave me shots which were almost fatal, thanks for making me stronger! don`t worry, i will hang on tight against all odds!
hmmm.. i`m looking forward to Hong Kong. 10 more days. my 1st trip on plane and out so far without my parents. it`ll definitely be an eye-opening experience for me. i hope this`ll be a great start of the new year. perhaps this`ll be my last time blogging in year 2006...
hereby, i wish dear all a very blessed 2007 ahead. happy holidays folks! enjoy and cheers! see you guys in the new year! happy 2007!
love. YF`.
1:34 AM
most of us would agree i supposed, in a twinkle of an eye, 2006`s gonna pass by very very soon. some had an easy year, some had a tough one and some had a fruitful one. mine? i would grade it as a happening and fruitful one. i admit that out of the 20 years of my entire life, this year, 2006, was something as compared to the previous years. i`d got to know many new people, seen many new things and learnt loads of fresh stuff. the beginning part of the year was already a treacherous journey to walk through and yet, i thanked many kind souls who were there to give me all the crucial support which i required. got to made some real friends and some rotten ones as well. needless to mention those rotten ones do i? real friends are the one who stood by me regardless of my triumphs and slumps, you people should know who you are. greatly appreciated even the most minute kind of advices and help rendered. being stubborn and emotional, i might have hurt these friends along the way, these were immensely regretted. i seek for the understanding. depression was not easy to handle with all the suicidal thoughts and attention-seeking-silly-stunts. wasted loads of my tears then. but beening through all the harder times, i`d more or less matured in some sense, some might not agree, but i`ve got something to say. you people are`nt me so you won`t know what transitions i underwent. that`s all i`m saying to defend myself. no offence and hard feelings here. =) 2006 seems to pass by very very rapidly. perhaps too much things had happened within a short time frame to cause this illusion. and yes, i think people learn from things they went though best, if not, better. no difference for me over this. i`d seen much more and discovered certain meanings in life. i`d also seen things and people in both bright and dark sides. i will remember all that. they`re treasured lessons learnt. i won`t discard those. and i`d never thought i could manage my time better this time, juggling with a few jobs and socialising. work was challenging, but i`ll always remember never to bow down to challenges. and i cherish what i have with me now. i might have made many regretful decisions this year but i`ll try not to allow a repetition of history in future, or rather i`ll cut down since some things can never be avoided. i must be wiser and calmer in making decisions from now on. =) and yes, my study plans must still continue! "GO GO JIAYOU!"
really many thanks to all who pulled me up along the way when i fell and to the ones who gave me shots which were almost fatal, thanks for making me stronger! don`t worry, i will hang on tight against all odds!
hmmm.. i`m looking forward to Hong Kong. 10 more days. my 1st trip on plane and out so far without my parents. it`ll definitely be an eye-opening experience for me. i hope this`ll be a great start of the new year. perhaps this`ll be my last time blogging in year 2006...
hereby, i wish dear all a very blessed 2007 ahead. happy holidays folks! enjoy and cheers! see you guys in the new year! happy 2007!
love. YF`.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:34 AM
